End of Exams

I thereby delcare the end of my exams. YEAH!!!! Charge down to k-box with xiaoai right after exam.

The mood is totally not correct. We are both not in the mood of singing so we ended the session early and went shopping instead. I bought a new top to suit my new image for the new semester. Shall not post up the picture to keep all of you in suspense. Guess the only person who knows how the top looks like is xiaoai. Better buck up in learning how to blow whistle. Wahaa....

I'm so excitied now cos I'm going to Sentosa tomorrow. Promise to take tonnes of pictures to post up.

If you are still reading my blog, I just want to tell you that the deal is still on. I'm offering S$50 so you better consider wisely before you reject the offer.
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The second part of the post is for you, girl. I understand that as we grow older we are facing more responsibilities and need to carry more burden. It's nice to have this special person that appears in your life that is sensitive and understanding. But then again, due to the special circumstances that you are facing now, I believe you need to draw a clean line and have some careful thoughts on how you are going to handle this relationship. Sorry if I'm very harsh to you on the phone just now, but I really don't want you to get hurt over this thing. It's all up to you now on how you want to continue. Whatever decisions you made, I just want to tell you that you'll always get my support. Remember we're still young and we should not live with regret. Happiness is something that is actually very easy to obtain so don't let it slip thru your fingers.

Post-exams Plans

My exams will be officially over tomorrow. YEAH!!! I studied much harder this semester and I hope my results will prove me right. I thought I still have one more paper to go and why am I blogging now? The return of the lazy worms. Wahaa So to reward myself for studying so hard, I'm already start planning on how I'm going to spend my holiday.

This is going to be my last holiday and a real short one. 1st, it'll only be a one month holiday. 2nd, I still need to go back to school to do my FYP. But then, play and shopping will be the main part of this short holiday.

There's the plan:
Thurs (30/11): Ktving with xiaoai
Fri (1/12): Most probably will be going Wild Wild Wet with xiaoai again unless something cropped up. Then we'll head down to Sentosa.
Sat (2/12): Shopping and movie with sister
The list will continue with alot of shopping trips with different people, so I'll not bored you people.

Instead, let me show you the list of things I want to get/ do:
1) Thinking of getting 2 pairs of jeans. So most probably one will be Levis, and the other one will be some other brand.
2) The golden trekking havanians. After thinking and thinking, I think I really like the slipper so I'm going to get it. Hee
3) Tube tops. Since it's going to be my last semester in school, I'm going to change my style of dressing. Wahaa
4) T-shirts
5) Bags. I'm not sure if my current bag will be able to last till I graduate. Think I always put too heavy things inside, so the zip is giving way soon.
6) Jacket. I really want to get another one of another colour. Maybe gold? Maybe something more of the earth colour? But definitely not pink!
7) Skirts. The skirts I have at home are mostly demni, so I'm going to increase the collection. Remember I'm going to change my style of dressing for my last semester?
8) Shoes. Changing of style will not be completed without shoes. Don't think I'll be wearing heels to school though.
9) A new hairstyle. I'm quite sick of my current hairstyle. Long and brown. Tons of girls on the street is having this colour and length. It's hard to mantain too. Wanted to cut it short but then I haven reached my ideal length yet. So I'm enduring. But then, remember I'm going to change my style for my last semester? So it won't be a long endure. Wahaa

Now, I have a problem after typing out the list.

I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!!

Ps: I want to meet up with all my friends before school starts. I'll be working soon. So I really wish to catch up with all my friends before I start my boring and tired working life. Tell me when you people will be free, k?

I Love My City

I heard this song when I was in primary school from the radio. The song is so catchy that I can still remember how to sing the song. I'm trying to dl the song but think it too old and not popular enough. I can't even find it at k-box. So if you happen to have this song, pleaseeeeeee send it to me. Thanks!

There's the lyrics:

請跟著我　張開雙手
用力呼吸　夢的天地就在這裡

一成不變的生活　不知過了多久
就像和別人一樣　忘了如何感動
直到你的出現　才讓我擦亮了雙眼
有多少快樂　多少心願　被我們忽略
全新的感覺　在你我的身邊　熟悉的這一切　原來可以改變
同樣的藍天　卻比往常耀眼
想告訴全世界　I　LOVE　MY　CITY　NOW

暖暖

都可以　隨便的　你說的　我都願意去 　
小火車　擺動的旋律 　
都可以　是真的　你說的　我都會相信 　
因為我　完全信任你

細膩的喜歡　毛毯般的厚重感
曬過太陽　熟悉的安全感
分享熱湯　我們兩支湯匙一個碗
左心房　暖暖的好飽滿

我想說　其實你很好　你自己卻不知道
真心的對我好　不要求回報 　
愛一個人　希望他過更好 　
打從心裡　暖暖的　你比自己更重要

都可以　隨便的　你說的　我都願意去 　
回憶裡滿足的旋律　
都可以　是真的　你說的　我都會相信 　
因為我　完全信任你

細膩的喜歡　你手掌的濃實感
什麼困難　都覺得有希望
我哼著歌　你自然的就接下一段
我知道　暖暖　就在胸膛

我想說　其實你很好　你自己卻不知道
真心的對我好　不要求回報 　
愛一個人　希望他過更好 　
打從心裡　暖暖的　你比自己更重要

我想說　其實你很好　你自己卻不知道
從來都很低調　自信心不高
愛一個人　希望他過更好
打從心裡　暖暖的　你比自己更重要

你不知道 　
真心的對我好　不要求回報 　
愛一個人　希望他過更好 　
打從心裡　暖暖的　你比自己更重要

我也希望變更好

What's the best way to stop the tears from flowing down?

a) Stop drinking too much water
b) Doing a handstand

To the Rightful Owner

Curiosity kills Woman's Heart

When a girl meets a guy who she likes, she will try out all means to get to know the person better. The feeling of knowing the guy she like better makes her feel great. She felt blessed as day passed.

Then suddenly, she found out something which she never want to know. She decided to put a stop to the feeling and stop liking him. But then, woman always have this curiosity in them. She can't help but still wants to know more about him. But the more she knows, the more upset she gets.

Maybe it's the fault of curiosity that's causing her so much pain. Maybe she should start avoiding and cut out all forms of communication.

But then, can one stops the heart from liking and missing someone?

I'm feeling super uncomfortable now having periodic stomach-ach and a slight diahorrea. My mum say it might be due to stress. But then, I never felt stress about exams.

Something very weird happened yesterday. I was busying preparing for my paper today and I slept at 3 am yesterday. I was super tired cos I had a paper earlier. I thought I'll lay on my bed and fall asleep immediately. But I was wrongly. For that few seconds, I see a clear picture of his face in my mind. The look and smile that I like but then it's now very faraway from me....

Bored of Studying?

What will people do when they are bored of studying for exams?

These are some of the few things me and Fen will do...
1) Giving people we know different nicknames
2) Gossiping and "darting" people we know
3) Daydream
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The last one is damn cool....

Fen will help me tied my hair into plaits. It's damn nice loh.

I LOVE IT!!!

黑白配

也許 黑永遠不明白
在這個彩色的世界
有你 我才會存在

Happy Birthday Ms Oh

Happy Birthday Sister! I hope you will enjoy your birthday to the fullest and not slogging the whole day away at work.

It's great being your little sister and I guess will definitely be very different without you. I never understand how others siblings can't get along well.

Maybe that's because I have YOU!

You know all my darkest secrets.
You know all my bad habits.
You always understand me.
You always forgive me when I throw my temper around.
You always give in to me though it's very obvious it's my fault.
You always share the best things you have with me.
You are always around when I need you.

If I have a choice, I'll still choose to be your little sister. Sharing all your happiness and woes.

Bad Bad Mood

So many things are all happening at the same time. It's making me pissed and I'm in a super bad mood now!

I JUST FEEL LIKE SCREAMING!!

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!

Update

Been real busy these few days, cos my grandma had just passed away. I'm not very affected since I'm not very closed with her.

Girl, I hope you'll get well soon. I too tied up with the wake and preparing for my exams that I didn't message or talk to you much for the past few days. Get well soon and be healthy when he's back. Must show him the best of you.

Had a photo taking session with all ENE students today. I must said that I really enjoyed myself cos I think it's fun. The fun part is not because of the photo taking but the gossiping part between me and Fen. We just got so much to say that we are particularly talking throughout the whole session. The only time when we stop was to smile to the camera. Wahaa...

Since I can't get hold of the photos we took with the class, I'll post one which we took at the canteen. We sort of agreed to wear the same colour. Since there's not much choice for me, so we agreed on black. And I think we looked cool wearing the same colour. Wahaa... I like my xiao ai lah. She's so cute. My sister and mum thinks she looks super sweet, keep asking me if she's attached anot. Go and find yourself a boyfriend!!! Looking forward to our post-presentation dinner. Yeah!

I hope all my friends will be happy! Study hard for exams!

The Right Time

I always believe that there is a right time to do the right thing. And it's because of this right time, I always spend too much time planning and anticipating about the outcome and results.

Over-planning always lead to me losing the guts to say what I wanted to say. And this usually ends up the losing of the right time.

Maybe it's not the fault of the right time but the cowardness in me not being to overcome the barrier? Maybe the intended right time was actually not even the right time?

Darling's Celebration

Wanted to meet up with Shuyi on friday, but having birthday celebration with her family is definitely more important then meeting up with me. So we decided to meet on sun instead which is today!

Went to NYDC for lunch. I don't think we over-ordered but still we didn't finish our meal. We had potato salad, boney hotdog and an elephanino. I think the food is nice as least it's to my liking. I used to hate mastard but now I love it. I think it taste super good with hotdog. Hee...

Ktv after dinner. Shuyi is trying to be the next superstar. I like the way she sing '记得'. Though I never tell her about it before, she really sing it till it's damn nice. It's also because of the song, I don't hate A-mei as much. Girl, must always sing this song everytime you go ktv, k?

It have a super good hair day today and a great voice. I can actually reached all the high notes which I used to have diffculties reaching. Seems like the cough is recovering. I can finally stop coughing in class!

Good mood will also lead to nice and pretty pictures. I have been crying too much for the past few days, sad over the whole stupid issue. But I'm fine now, sorted out all my thoughts. And I'm HAPPY!! My puffy eyes have finally decided to leave me giving me good pictures today. My eyes definitely look bigger in the pictures but I think I have to thank my mascra for it.

Girl, I hope you enjoyed today as much as I do. All the sad songs we sing to each other, sharing the stupid stories that have happened recently and everything. I never regret meeting up with you and going for the ktv session though it's eating my revision time. But then again, I won't be revising even if I didn't go out. Looking for our jacuzzi after exams/christmas!

I WANT TO GO CABLE SKI AND DIVING!

Friends or Classmates or Neither?

The whole thing started here and I hope that it will/can end here...

Actually I seriously don't know how the whole thing started. Maybe it started when I found out that you guys are actually reading my blog and I posted the post on the secret readers. The truth is I REALLY don't mind you guys reading my blog. It's a blog, so I guess everyone has the rights to search and read it. And of cos, this blog is for my FRIENDS and you guys are my FRIENDS. So I definitely welcome people to read it.

I think the affecting part come when you posted a post on your blog targetting at me. I'm admitting that I'm reading your blog and I've got nothing to hide about it. I treated you as a friend and I'm really hurt by what you say about me in your post. Maybe the person you're refering to it's not me. Maybe I'm too sensitive. Or maybe I'm not even considered as your friend.

I don't understand you just as well as you don't understand me. I actually always very scared of you cos I feel that the things you said at times can be very crude. But then, because I treat you as my friend. So I accept it as part of your character. But the crudeness in your post makes me wonder "Do you treat me as your friend too?" I'll never say such things to a person which I treat him as a friend. Maybe it's different for you cos you're a guy.

Maybe I'm not as open-minded as what you guys think. It bothers me when people start to discuss about my private life. The part of me which I seriously want to share with my close friends. Maybe it's my fault for posting it here, in my blog, allowing all of you to read it. Reading and knowing it is perfectly fine with me. BUT can you all stop trying to find out who the guy is? Anyway, the person is not someone from our class. So there's no point guessing. If you really want to know who that person is, you can just come and ask me directly. I'm just surprise that why are you guys so interested in the guy I like? Does it bring you any joy or happiness? Or it's because it can be the topic of gossip when you all are bored?

I'll still keep this address. I'm not sure if I feel comfortable enough to continue blogging. Maybe I should apologise if any of the posts make you uncomfortable or you are really disturbed by what I said. I can delete those posts away. Anyway, I won't blog any thing to do with my classmates here anymore.

I really hope this won't worsen this whole stupid issue. I also cannot understand why I'm so affected by this. Maybe I'm the only one being affected. Maybe this whole thing is just a stupid joke to all of you. Maybe I should not even bother to explain.

Ps: Just in case if you think that my msn nick is implying to one of you. It's seriously not!

Happy Birthday Darling

Happy Birthday girl!!! I can't believe we have known each other for 12 years. That's real long!!! You always understand how I feel and enduring with my da xiao jie pi qi. I believe that both of us have changed quite alot during the past 12 years but defintitely to the better.

Things around me have not gone around very smoothly lately and I keep rumbling to you about what happen. I know you are also encountering some problems and with your real busy work but then you are always around when I needed a listening ear.

I really hope the 22nd birthday of yours will be filled with happiness. Enjoy every single bit of it to the max! I'm praying for you that something sweet and nice will happen. Maybe today or 2 weeks later.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

The Good Old Days

I don't know if any of you will be clicking back to the old address which most of you think that I have deleted. To say the truth, I almost wanted to delete it away but then I really can't bear all good old memories here.

I don't know what happened that actually caused this to happen. It seems like a big misunderstanding that just happen overnight.

I'm feeling very upset about the whole thing. I don't know is it because I feel that it's my fault for the whole thing to happen or I'm super disappointed with myself.

I miss the days when...
we can talk crap,
we can tease each other without worrying that the other part will feel angry,
enjoyed the thoughtfulness of you people,
telling all my other friends proudly that I have wonderful classmates,
the list can go on and on...

Suddenly everything change, without an answer of who's wrong or right.

I JUST MISS THE GOOD OLD DAYS!!!